Joy and Torment (off topic version)

This is the off topic version cause I fear I'll be over looked as usual by you guys.

One day in the month of November of the year 2011, I was busily searching for a game that could fill the gap of another turn based strategy game that I loved known as "Conqueror". The games activity signifigant decreased and I could see it was dying, I was desperate for a new place to have fun and stretch my brain out. That's when I found "Afterwind" a very fun risk style game with free movement I was sold, at first I did not make an account I was more interested in getting my teeth into war. I do remember picking south Africa in a 50k world game my first time through, i picked up troop movement pretty quick and was zipping through africa or so I thought lol. I made it to about Nigeria in 15 turns and ran out of cash as I was ofc just spamming tanks with tank general and was quickly mopped up. I remember begging not to be killed falling on Def ears as I was trying to rp lawl. There where many games like this for me, where I would learn to use dirty tactics such as stealing allies lands and back stabbing, but I always lost even then there was a signifigant skill gap, and seeing as I was using a guest account no sp was saved this went on for about a month before I had a camp I was going to for school and forgot about aw for a while.

When I jumped back in around the beginning of March I was still using a geust account but I started to see and recognise familiar faces, one person said I should create an account so people can get to know me. So in May I created the legacy I have today. Lord Uthiseus was born. I played under that name for only two weeks before I changed it to HellRaiserX666X, because of my hectic agressive tactics dirty play and constent trolling and trash talking, someone called me a hellraiser and it stuck to this day. I continued to play like a total ass and the easiest way I gained sp was to ally fag and gang bang my weakest allies. This went on for about another month.

Around June 2012 I met a fellow named (Forever Alone) in a world map we did not speak for most of the game but around turn 25 I had a signifigant empire for the time based out of Spain and I just killed an egypt and he was taking it hard. I was trash talking back and humiliating this egypt. FA thought I was a funny guy and he liked my aggressive style, he asked me if I'd like some training and I agreed, so he finished sloughtering me from China that game then soon after I received a notification for an invite to "Stalins Martians" which had recently been revived by V-Dog and FA after bonker attempted to destroy it.

SM was a dream come true, it was where I fell in love with this game, it is where I finally saw the addictive magic that has me coming back to this day. This is when I met those who had the most influence on me in aw, I received training from FA as promised but he soon went inactive, this is when I met BertanK, Dbacks, and V-dog we all just kind of trained together and laughed together I grew up with those guys spacificaly dbacks who I had the tightest bond with, we would always 1v1 in search of new tricks to gain the edge, at this point they where all already into comp play I was still a world map noob but not for much longer.

A few month later I met a rank 4 who was coaching us in a cw I was participating in, he was very smart and helped me win my first 4 cws by his guidence. I was told he was an alt but no one would tell me who. I eventually dug out he was from srb and he continued to help me and progress my game. Soon after that SRB died and Desu joined SM I learned that it was desu this whole time. I did not know much about him but I looked up to him and was in awe of srbs former glory and the stories he'd tell. I started playing 3v3 constently and begging to be in clan wars because I wanted him to notice Me and know all the work on me paid off, by this point I'd been in 17 clan war and won 14/3, but I never was allowed to face anyone signifigant, to the point where people would get angry at my bitching.this was the golden age for me, from November 2012-March 2013 good times with good friends lots of training and still a pretty friendly atmospher. This would all change soon.

The rest of 2013 is an Era I like to call the troll games. Not really progressing to much more and my clan war activity declining as I was falling behind the others in the skill gap, I started to play some of the new scenarios that had come up when afterwind became atwar. One of these was UN, and this is where I met the foul legions of the socialist party who gang banged 6 members per game at a time and did alot of trash talking, by this time I was still a hot headed noob and waged war against them and soon there un home realizing the trolling and lack of skill it took. Aswell at this time I revisited "Conqueror" which still wasn't dead and I started telling them about aw, that is when alot of them converted over including old man Eph, and my best friend The EMPeror, emp vowed to help me defeat the socialist party and another clan I decided I hated for similar reason, "Vals Bastards" he created WaM and quickly recruited a large following and our clan waged war with those two clan for the rest of 2013. By 2014 both Val and his legions where getting bored with aw and cpt magic started a clan with cronus leaving TSP without a real leader. With no more real drama Emp started to lose activity and he joined a private security force and was deployed to india. WaM died soon after.

By this time I was wanting something more, for some reason I hit a brick wall and was getting no better, despite most of sm trying to help me, I no longer clan warred but wanted very badly for a legacy of my own like desu. I saw my chance in the form of map making, seeing how most players worshipped the map makers like gods I had to do this I told myself. While descussing this in clan chat one day i became upset because I grew up relitivly poor and could not afford premeum, so bonker decided to help me out and bought me the map makers package. I was in love he helped me become the map maker I am today and showed me alot of tricks. At this time I made my first map, a shitty copy heavily edited of the MEGA usa map, I made Hells fallout world which was actually pretty successful. Funny thing is I did not have the package to host my own games LOL so I had to ask others to do it for me. I soon got in contact with my father who became a succussful businessman after he left me my brothers and mom when I was just a baby. He gave me a job in the mail room at his office building and with the extra money I bought full premium. I was so excited but with only one map I continued to modify it, this is when me and tunder3 became great friends on my fallout map. He was also a map maker and he helped me to improve my craft alot, even going as far as to give me a copy of his ggg map which I heavily edited for 6 months. Becoming my first featured map on the front page. I gained a massive cult of loyal followers from this and I was loving all the attention, but something was missing.

I soon realized I did not get the attention of those who I truly yearned for to love me, the Glorious competitive community. I soon went back to training hard for a few months and I started getting better again with the help from BertanK and Stryko, but by this time desu had assumed complete control over sm and he did not trust me in clan wars. Soon disagreements arose and I started fighting with bonker alot about the direction of the clan I was recently promoted to leader of for my loyalty for two and a half years. Soon tensions rose to a breaking point and in one big blow out arguement over bonker kicking members who did nothing wrong. I set out to find myself and left sm to find new people to train with, even though I had hopes of returning when I was stronger. I found the perfect clan to train in the form of evoL, mou had assembled the largest group of high rank veteran's I had ever seen, and it made finding 3v3 and learning tricks a breeze, as well as letting me clan war again, mostly against sm cause he knew I enjoyed beating them and proving to them I was a top tier player. I met the players of United we Stand soon after there merger with evoL and grew very close with deviL and soldier and soon after evoL problems started to rise and the clan seen the great flight of its veterans fly off into the sunset including me who was gonna try to use his new skills he picked up to form a clan. That's clan was spectre and I accumulated a pretty decent lineup of player and we got all the way to third before the clan collapsed on itself as W4R soldier and Freeland all left the same day, and Tunder3 the day before. So I joined sa but it was pretty inactive other then soldier and suntzu. Things seemed to be getting bleak for me, would I ever realize my dream of aw glory?

Finally it was my chance I received a message from FA and he asked for my help. He recently came back to aw to find sm was basically asleep and he wanted me to come back to help win a 1st place trophy. I could not refuse the chance to help those who helped me so much. I said my goodbyes to SA and went back to where it all started. Now before I continue there's a little information I left out when Freeland left spectre I did not take it to well. So when I joined sm our relationship was shakey at best but things felt right and I was really happy. I had won 5 Clan wars in a row for Sam in about a week. When Freeland asked me to 2v2 cw I was relunctant because I was only really strong at 3v3 but he got me to accept and the cw commenced, well he was DS ukraine and I was pd Germany he died in a rush and I went on to fight for another 15 turns in a 2v1. Soon after the loss I got a notification. "You have been kicked from Stalins Martians" I was in utter disbelief. Seeing as I did not refresh page I could still use clan chat, I questioned why had the clan I loved so much do this to me, I won't go into details but bonker betrayed me and humiliated me and everyone I thought where my friends stood by and let him do it. After that I left aw for a few months.

On my return I was very skeptical of this game now everything seemed so dark but deviL and Soldier made me see hope, they resurrected SA and wanted me there to help. They made me feel great about myself and I met alot of the new generation of comp then including a Said Phoenix who I quickly fell in love with. Things where going great I was clan warring training all sorts of new players I was map making once more and all seemed glorious. We rose to 1st place and to this day that's where sa sits, but do to paranoia and fear of being dethroned tensions rose as for which direction SA would be heading. It ended with me splitting with SA and forming again my own clan in hopes of finally finding that brotherhood I miss so much from the SM days. At this point nothing else matters to me, I just want to say I have this group of players I'd do anything for, and they the same for me. I hope that's something I can achieve.

Lol

Why you torment us by making us read this long ass post helly

It's me from. Beginning to current.

I read it it was nice. i would like to read goblins story though and how he turned out to be a fag who looses debates to unleashed. ( ok too far )

Wr1tt3n by Khal.eesi, 16.08.2015 at 16:05

I read it it was nice. i would like to read goblins story though and how he turned out to be a fag who looses debates to unleashed. ( ok too far )

Its a story of a great fall... just like greece economy.

Wr1tt3n by Goblin, 16.08.2015 at 16:14

Wr1tt3n by Khal.eesi, 16.08.2015 at 16:05

I read it it was nice. i would like to read goblins story though and how he turned out to be a fag who looses debates to unleashed. ( ok too far )

Its a story of a great fall... just like greece economy.

and your dick's
<3

Wr1tt3n by Khal.eesi, 16.08.2015 at 16:15

and your dick's
<3

I see your girlfriend told you i had a dick that falls all the way to the ground ...awkward.

Wr1tt3n by Goblin, 16.08.2015 at 16:17

Wr1tt3n by Khal.eesi, 16.08.2015 at 16:15

and your dick's
<3

I see your girlfriend told you i had a dick that falls all the way to the ground ...awkward.

What girlfriend? Oh wait! Oh gob tell me you didnt lol. you know she is .....

Wr1tt3n by Khal.eesi, 16.08.2015 at 16:20

What girlfriend? Oh wait! Oh gob tell me you didnt lol. you know she is .....

IKR SHE/HE HAS A LARGER DICK THEN ME WTF KHAL HOW DO YOU TAKE IT ...

Wr1tt3n by Goblin, 16.08.2015 at 16:21

Wr1tt3n by Khal.eesi, 16.08.2015 at 16:20

What girlfriend? Oh wait! Oh gob tell me you didnt lol. you know she is .....

IKR SHE/HE HAS A LARGER DICK THEN ME WTF KHAL HOW DO YOU TAKE IT ...

hue.hard work and dedication is all it takes to overcome even the greatest obstacles in life goblin...oh and tons of lubricant offcourse

Why in my topic, why ;-;

Wr1tt3n by Helly, 16.08.2015 at 00:10

Joy and Torment

tfw not mentioned

Wr1tt3n by Skittzophrenic, 16.08.2015 at 23:26

Wr1tt3n by Helly, 16.08.2015 at 00:10

Joy and Torment

tfw not mentioned

I still remember when I and the rest of TSP gang-banged helly in a world map (9 people vs 1) and he started insulting everybody in room chat and then you appear out of nowhere and went full based "I will kick you out of SM if you don't stfu"

^You know Skittz, when you were not a fucking troll and degenerate.

Wr1tt3n by Tundy, 16.08.2015 at 23:48

Wr1tt3n by Skittzophrenic, 16.08.2015 at 23:26

Wr1tt3n by Helly, 16.08.2015 at 00:10

Joy and Torment

tfw not mentioned

I still remember when I and the rest of TSP gang-banged helly in a world map (9 people vs 1) and he started insulting everybody in room chat and then you appear out of nowhere and went full based "I will kick you out of SM if you don't stfu"

^You know Skittz, when you were not a fucking troll and degenerate.

:^)

Wr1tt3n by Skittzophrenic, 16.08.2015 at 23:26

Wr1tt3n by Helly, 16.08.2015 at 00:10

Joy and Torment

tfw not mentioned

(Skittz) threatened to kick me from sm for picking the same hemisphere as him in a world game.